Sometimes I think about going back to school, but I never really know what I want to do or if I want to spend the money or if I am too old and all the other college kids will make fun of me for being so old. . .sometimes I just think well if I can't figure out my life by a certain date, I will kill myself. Somehow it is comforting to me to have that as a back up plan.
I have sent out about 25 resumes for boring jobs I don't really want, but with the hope that they will be less depressing than this current extremely boring job.
2009-01-07 at 9:43 a.m.